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[18 Jul 2006|04:36pm] |
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Jeeze it's hot! No, really!
So, I'm currently jobless, and soon to be housemate-less and still I'm fairly optimistic about things. I suppose it helps that I'm getting good role-play in and I have soo much more time to play Everquest. Oh, and I have had quite a few really good nights out recently too. Still I really should move the whole 'getting a job' issue up my priorities a bit.
Hmm, I'm wondering if I can play games in the name of science? http://aubli.livejournal.com/profile is working on some study into the social psychology of MMORPG's or some such - I wonder if they need volunteers ;)
Oh, and I want some!
http://www.gameshout.com/news/new_materials_to_cloak_objects/article6218.htm
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[21 Jun 2006|06:07pm] |
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Well. Recent events suggest that I lead possibly the dullest life in existence. So I guess it's down to me to change that. Stay tuned.
Although being fired will probably help - there's nothing like enforced change to get me out of a rut.
On a (tangentially) related note - This:
http://fatespawn.livejournal.com/110246.html
Hmm - Similar, yes. Disturbing - No, Separated at birth - No, Yay hotness! - Definitely not!
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| A letter to my lover |
[29 Nov 2005|08:39pm] |
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Dearest.
You belive I hate you for claiming child-support money from me. I don't. I bear Rowan no ill-will, he is an innocent in this. By the way, claiming that you won't get the money cause it'll go to him just isn't true. What, is he going to withhold it from you?
I am angry for the way he was conceived. You say you told me you were pregnant a couple of days after you knew. That you were 7 weeks pregnant. Did you not notice that you had missed 2 periods? Did the first one you missed not give you a clue?
A month or so before you told me this you mentioned that you had stopped taking your pill. 6 months previously. That irritated me at the time but I forgave you.
Looking back I realise that you had already missed your first period by then. Didn't you think to mention it to me?
Yes. I should've used a condom, but you had said you prefered not to, and I couldn't see why you would've stopped your pill because you were already sleeping with two other guys. Stupid not to ask, but I trusted you.
And now you say to my friends ..he needs a slap.. or ..he's acting like a twat.. because I don't want to spend time with you. Well, sorry but, no. I don't want to. Get over it.
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| For the first time in forever ... |
[23 Nov 2005|05:45pm] |
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Well, here I am. Back again.
Reflecting on the last couple of months is not something i really want to be doing. Flaky doesn't even begin to describe how I've been acting, and I've treated some of my friends in ways they probably haven't deserved.
Lisa. I'm sorry hun, you never deserved me, everyone finds their own level and you are once again on the way up.
Enough self-reflection. A new housemate is like a new year (just a bit early)
/snap
Take II
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[05 Aug 2005|01:16am] |
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Ahh.
This week I can't lose. And if I do, refer to statement one.
People look at me strangely when I say that, but it doesn't matter because that would mean I lose and that can't happen!
I know people have been complaining that my posts so far have been quite random and trivial, but that how I'm gonna be posting so .. /shrug .. get used to it.
Damn you voodoopimp_ist! I am blaming all of this week on you, including my musical taste!
# She loves me not
loves me not
life's not fair .. #
- Papa Roach
Lol!
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[03 Aug 2005|04:14am] |
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I shouldn't worry so much. In the end all things will work out in my favor, even if I have to retroactively change my beliefs to encompass them.
Or is it because I win at life .. and does it matter? /grin
- "Come dance with me"
- "Forever?"
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[01 Aug 2005|11:27am] |
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I have to wonder .. why do people always want what they can't have? Even when we know that is not actually what we want, we still desire it simply because it's not available.
I know this isn't an original thought but why can't we just recognise what we can't have, and the things that are bad for us, and just avoid them, instead of running headlong into oblivion?
Not that I intend to follow my own advice, I'm no saint. /display_grin
The people around you have consented to the world you live in. That is why they must die.
- Principles of the Dark
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[28 Jul 2005|05:57pm] |
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Well, here I am. Having succumbed to peer-pressure, now I too can be EMO on-line. Thankyou all who forced this on me.
And for all those who have and will ask me ..
I am the LORD, and there is none else. I form the light, and create darkness: I make the peace and create evil: I the LORD do all these things.
- Isaiah 45:7
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